Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Time To Lose Weight
Rock On!!!
Its the middle of the night now!! No!!! Its the start of the morning n im blogging yet again!!! Hmm so wat to say today??? Could i be anarchic? I wan to lose weight till im like 45kg but ppl say im already so thin??? I feel obese n that i want to lose weight till my stomach is like all flat n now its fat to me. Haiz.... cant stand it!! My intention is to b flat so tt i can b like flexible which im not now. Howeva, i think this is goin insane coz im like having no appetite for food now. I'm jus an average person hu has lost 6-7kg in a few weeks. Now im like 54kg. Wow i never realised tt i lost alot of weight till today. My friends r so caring tellin me wat will happen if i dun eat. ahha. Ever since this diet thingy, i became sick n now i get lung pains off n on den tt day my stomach kept growling like mad. Haiz i look thinner than b4 n i jus need to lose a bit more. Could it b coz of depression? I dun think so coz im such a happy guy!!! Yes im so happy with wat i got in my life n i want to treasure it. Lets talk abt smthng else..... Family Camp...w/o my family. haha. so weird!! How i wished my family could come but they need to take care of their shop n they hardly come for these kinda things. Nvr mind im goin there for a good tyme plus i heard we all goin bowling n playing tennis even though ill b like a sucker there coz im not good at those 2 games n ever since my diet, i can bowl now. The ball to heavy even though i use the same weight ball. Plus now my score always 40 smthng which last tyme was always 80 smthng. I havent packed for the camp yet n ill b having to perform at johor my magic; my 1st internation show n show w/o my parents to help or watch. Im like so scared now n but im bringing those easy tricks so i wont screw up. Tasia's mother wants me to perform for the adults too but im not confident coz too many shows hahaha... n im bringing like easy tricks so not so nice to show the adults. But im not goin to bring those really cheapskate tricks those quite nice ones. haha. Hope everything goes smoothly n i dun make any mistake. looks like its gettin lateno it morning so its getting early ahah n so ill leave for now thinkin on whether to lose a bit more weight or not ahah.... Bye!!!