Tuesday, July 15, 2008

What goes on in Alex's Mind

What goes on in Alex's Mind
FUCK YOU. REVENGE. DEATH. I SWEAR PEOPLE SHOULD JUST LEARN TO DIE. THEY ARE BETTER OFF THAT WAY! PEOPLE JUST MAKE USE OF YOU AND ONCE YOU ARE DONE, YOU'RE IN THE TRASH. I MEAN, THE CAR, THE SKILLS. AND THEY ACT SO INNOCENT WHEN THEY NEED YOU THE MOST. HOW ABOUT A NO. HOW ABOUT LEARN YOURSELF. THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS ALL THE TIME. BASTARDS. INSECURE IDIOTS. OF THIS WORLD. I SWEAR, WE ARE ALL BORN ACTORS/ACTRESSES. WE KNOW HOW TO ACT WHEN WE WANT TO. AND THIS WHOLE TRUST THINGY. I SWEAR WESLEY IS WEAK. HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO STAND UP FOR HIMSELF. AND WEN HE IS RIDICULED, WHAT DOES HE DO, STAND AND LAUGH. IMAGINE. IF ONLY I WAS HIM ALL THE TIME... I GUESS THERE IS NO HARM IN DOING SO... I HATE PEOPLE WHO LIKE USING US, WHO BEFRIENDS US WHEN THEY FEEL LIKE IT, AND PEOPLE WHO ARE SO INSECURE THAT THEY USE NAMES TO RIDICULE........ PEOPLE WHO HURT US WILL BANISH! I SWEAR... THIS POWER I HAVE... WATCH OUT! YOU MAY LAUGH AT THIS BUT I'M SURE YOU WON'T ONCE IT'S OVER AND SOMEONE IS STANDING BEHIND YOU, OR HIDING UNDER YOUR BED, OR STANDING OUTSIDE YOUR WINDOW. AND WHEN ALL THE LIGHTS GO OFF, BOO! YOUR DEAD. RAGE... IS SOMETHING THAT HAS BEEN CONSUMING ME THESE PAST FEW DAYS... PEOPLE SHOULD SEE THE OTHER SIDE OF ME... THE SCARY ONE... THE ONE WHICH WILL INVOKE PAIN AND FEAR INTO. THE ONE WHICH PEOPLE WILL TALK ABOUT. AND THEN THEY WILL KNOW WHO I TRULY CAN BE. A PSYCHO? NO... A HUMAN WHO DESERVES THE RIGHTS BE HIMSELF? YES. I CAN'T DENY THE FACT THAT YOU WHO ARE READING THIS WILL FIND THAT YOU TOO WANT TO BE WHO U ARE? WHAT IS STOPPING YOU? IS IT WRONG? WELL... TRUE FRIENDS WILL ACCEPT YOU FOR WHO U REALLY ARE... OTHERS WILL ACCEPT YOU FOR FAME, GREED AND PERSONAL INTEREST. HOW MANY OF THOSE AROUND YOU ARE TRUE? FEW. HOW MANY OF THOSE AROUND YOU SCRATCH WOUNDS INTO YOUR HANDS, AND DESTROY YOUR FUTURE? MANY.... SEEK THE TRUTH.

Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 7/15/2008 02:22:00 am